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I had this fantastic girlfriend. She was /is still in my heart. She has an awesome daughter . Week before Thanksgiving she called it off on our relationship. It had me broken. She told me God moved her. I get it. Then at the end of December I found my mom in bed asleep for her final time. She wasn't sick or anything.I am still greiving both of my losses. I have been rekindling my relationship with God. Mental health issues are in my family. I always thought terrible things about antidepressants. I am finally listening you mom and getting help. It's been a very ROUGH road. I pray everyday for guidance. I just wish it would be faster. I know the goodLord is looking over us.