Severe Pain & Mental Health

Anonymous
I've been in severe pain for about 3 weeks. I have an infected tooth plus 2 wisdom teeth pushing on it (I have 6 wisdom teeth). I was getting help with the pain, but no one will allow me to take anything besides Tylenol (since Monday) which is ineffective with severe tooth pain. I have not been sleeping nor eating due to the pain. I'm a type-1 diabetic. I keep having intrusive thoughts due to the pain and the fact that no one will help me with it.....like I'm making it up and just after pain meds. I've never been addicted to anything in my life. I have chronic pain and my dr won't even fill my anti-inflammatory prescription for my chronic pain. They won't even see me in the ER/Urgent Care. I feel like everyone, who can help me, has given up on me. The pain is so bad, that I can't even feel my wide-spread chronic pain. I don't have oral surgery until Friday and I need to be well rested and my blood sugar to stay up for them to remove those teeth. I feel like I don't want to be here anymore, if I have to be in this pain. It's like my anti-depressant can't even keep up. I know that God has me going through this for a reason. I trust in Him, alone. Thank you for your prayers.