Restoration/reconciliation/hope

Tyler .
God has been good to me, but Im still dealing with my past. I moved back home at the beginning of May. I've been sober almost 5 months. Some people still judge me for my past and run my face in it. Others say they still want nothing to do with me (some family and friends). Others say I'm doomed. It really hurts me inside and I get sad and angry. Its been affecting my every day life. I walk around with the devils voice in my head saying I'm not good enough, I'll always be a screw up, I haven't really changed, God's grace and forgiveness has run out on me, and other things. Some times I believe the devil, because I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. But I'm trying so hard today to live in a godly way. I need prayer for healing, for a renewed mind, for thick skin, and for a hopeful outlook look. Thank you! God bless!