C L.
My husband had been with another woman for months. I called him out on it and he admited to it. He wants a divorce. I don't. He's said the only one he will listen to is God and only God can change him. That he's not in love with me and hasn't been for awhile. I am struggling because I love this man. I admit I haven't been the best wife but I have changed. I want God to restore us. The thing is, we are supposed to tell our kids the end of next month. We went through this last year and he told the kids he was divorcing me. I did what I normally do and prayed and prayed and prayed. God answered my prayers and we got back together. Now this and I am heart broken. He continues to see her. He says he's sorry but he's fallen for her. I'm praying and begging God for restoration. I believe its possible. I feel like God has revealed a few things to me that I can tell him once God gets ahold of him. I keep.praying God soften his heart, convict him. But nothing seems to.change and everyday seems to get worse. What makes it even harder is we don't have the finances to separate. And we made a deal to keep things normal for the kids. We are keeping it civil, sleeping in the same bed, hugging each other. I still continue to tell him I love you. I don't want a divorce and feel like God still has plans for us. The infidelity was against me but I forgive him. And still love him and want him back. I'm praying and begging and pleading with God even fasting. There's still no change in him or the situation. There are days I see a glimpse of my husband. I miss him and want my husband back. I know my time is not Gods time. I do believe that His will is for us to.stay together, based on His Word even if my husband broke the covenant of marriage. I believe God honors the prayers of the forgiving spouse. However, we are on an urgent miracle needing, today time line. I do not want my kids hurt in this and I believe God wouldn't let them get hurt if His will is restoration. I know this is long. Please pray for a softening of my husband's heart, that the conviction and repentance takes over and God retores my husband and I. God knows my heart. He hears my prayers. I need God to mover urgently and mightly in this. Please pray, touch the throne.. God bless...