Fear

Jen B.
I have struggled with anxiety, ptsd from several things, and ocd for several years now. I have poisonous hemlock in my yard. I was afraid to pull the plants we had last year when I found out what it was and I didn't know what would happen if I didn't. Now we have thousands of plants covering our yard. I'm terrified of it harming someone. I pulled a lot earlier in the week but it's too many (about 1/3 acre in a housing edition). Today I am going to spray my yard with a mix of 2-4D and triclopyr to keep them from getting bigger while I work on pulling but I'm afraid of the chemicals harming someone too. I have 2 kids still at home and close neighbors. I'll also need to mow soon and I don't know how to do that. Please pray that I can get the hemlock and my fear under control.