I filed for divorce after 20 years of emotional/mental abuse. It was the last thing I wanted. My husband flat out refuses counseling. He has recently taken everything of value from our home/ bank accounts, leaving me and my 2 kids with practically nothing. It hasn't even been 2 weeks since I filed and I'm a wreck. It's going to get really bad/messy with him and I don't know how I'm going to get along. I'm scared of my uncertain future and how I'm going to survive this. I'm leaning heavily on God and I know he will provide and give me strength but I'm already so tired and weary.