Overcoming ongoing financial issues

All of my life, I have struggled to be fiscally responsible. I have put my family through financial crisis over and over again, each time I have promised not to make the same mistakes again, only to turn around, break the promise, and dig us deeper into debt as a family. That in term magnifies my ongoing issues with depression and anxiety. But this time, I took s huge step to help myself once and for all. Please pray that I will overcome my spending addiction and that my family can heal (once and for all) from the heartache I have caused. I know it is only possible with Gods help.