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I'm a Christian who's currently struggling with everything. I've been so angry at God lately and it's like no matter what I try to do I can't seem to get close to him. I just want to get on my knees and pound the floor and scream his name. I've also been dealing with an addiction, and some mental and physical health. I want to be able to hear well done my good and faithful servant but on the path I'm going I don't think I'm gonna be able to hear that and it terrifies me tbh. I know that there are a lot of prayer warriors at wbcl and in just general so I would really appreciate if  before you go to bed that you could pray for me. Thank you so much. Maya C