Going through a divorce, that I do not want. Have to go to court Oct. 10 and mediation Nov 16. I don't know how I can face my husband as an adversary after 23 years of marriage! He has addiction issues, was unfaithful several times, yet I did the best I could to forgive and always hoped our marriage would survive. He has a hard heart and I'm just heart-broken. My prayer is to get through this process as gracefully as possible and that the settlement is enough for me to take care of our sons and myself as I do not want very much. Thank you!