Death of my son

3 years ago today my son, 18 1/2 years old, passed away. My husband and I along with our 2 children spend 18 1/2 years caring for him 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Kyle was disabled since birth, weighing 1 pound 13 ounces, born 3 1/2 month premature. Kyle faced a lot of challenges in life, but fought hard and taught us SO much in his short 18 1/2 years. We love and miss him every day. Today is just an especially hard day for us. We know he is with our God, but losing him is still painful everyday, but especially today.