Breakup

I need prayer. I was saved by Jesus over two years ago getting out of a bad relationship. 8 months ago I thought I met the love of my life. We just recently broke up and it’s killing me. It’s hard to trust God. It’s hard to have faith in his plan. Right now I struggle with what I want. But I know whatever God has in store is so much better. I pray for patience and strength in the lonely depressing times. I normally don’t do this. But this has been so heavy on my heart. Thank you