I ask for a miracle. The trauma from abuse has taken it's toll. I have high anxiety and stress. My back is bad from muscles not releasing, always on the edge of spasm. I can't keep a job now and I live alone with my dogs. God has helped me through many things. I don't know where to go for help. I have no medical insurance. And now no job. I need to find a way to make it through this so I am reaching out for prayer.